dreamer's life through holidays...

oh yeah! The holidays...whoo!!!nah, nothing special though...its only a long weekend, its labour day, what 'cha expect...

now this is what I'm most PROBABLY going to do today

1. day dream
2. sleep
3. online(which I am doing it right now...)
4. shopping
5. family time
6. day dream again
   
7. eat (?)
8. chat with friends
9. hang out with friends
10. visit relatives...

well, that's about it...life is enjoyable isn't it?

dreamer's life through Wednesdays...

urghh....Wednesdays....how I loathed them...its not because its a school day you know, its because of the freaking uniform I have to wear on every freaking Wednesday...The PBSM(persatuan bulan sabit merah)uniform is hideous...hideous I tell you!!Life is cruel, especially when you have to wear that particular uniform, it makes it worse...life through Wednesdays are hard, very hard...

dreamer's guide to awkward situations...

ever been in awkward situations...no?yes? well, to say the least, I have and more than a hundred times...how do I deal with awkward situations...usually my friends love to ask me that...what do they think I am? God? Well, guys...here are your answers, so stop bugging me anymore!


when you're in an awkward situation ...

1. pretend that you're not even listening
2. act cool
3. act like you don't care
4. stay out of it and just watch the show
5. don't try to give comments
6. break the silence...or maybe not...depends on which type of awkward situation you're in(if its like a glaring type of awkward don't say anything...trust me, or get beat up...by them)
7. pull the knot out of it if its noisy like hell, find out what had happened first
8. give a death glare to everyone who's involved
9. be mad...very mad, scold the hell out of them
10. just walk away and tell someone you are very sure that can really handle it...

well, that's most of it, of course there's more...but I'll keep those my little secret, these will be enough for you to use for like 10 years...

dreamer's life through Sundays...

whoo!!! Sundays!!! My FAVOURITE day of the whole damn freaking week...

this is a list of how I usually live through Sundays...

1. church...that's a must, I LOVE sunday school anyways...esp. my class...
2. sometimes guitar class...
3. lunch!!!
4. family time!!(shopping etc)
5. hang out with my gang...
6. day dream...
7. thinking of a speacial someone
8. movie?
9. tea break...
10. exercise...
11. definitely online...
12. study...very seldom...the seldom I meant is like once in every 2 years...
13. reading...I'm no bookworm....or am I?
14. visit relatives....which I have tons of them meaning in literal...
15. space out...big difference with day dreaming
16. nap!!!
17. dinner...
18. stay home and get emotional...
19. tv maybe...
20. dance...
21. listen to music!
22. chat with friends...
23. be the creepy kid that people think I am...
24. supper!
25. sleep...

whoa...such enjoyable Sundays...I just simply love them...

dreamer's guide to calming down...

calming down...not interested right? Well....so am I...but still, whatever lah, this is just something that pop up in my mind...

calming down = stay calm = chill = go with the flow = do not care much = don't make any expression = don't even DARE try to think of anything = don't focus on anything = if available don't do anything = sleeping is not a way of staying calm...remember that(Coz when you wake up you're beyond calm and totally the opposite...believe me, I've tried...) = don't do/think/say/listen to anything that can make you not calm = if you want you can count your pulse = don't touch books = don't touch your school bag = day dream in front of a very nice field, esp. a green one... = don't look aback at your memories = try reciting something again and again non stop = sit down in a very comfortable but not longer than an hour = staying calm

that's 'bout it...

dreamer's guide to 'love'...

whoa...come to think of love...no idea why I wanted to say this...

this is a kinda note I have...

1. love has many types...deal with which one you're in now...
2. type a: family love...for instants, you love your dad, mom, bro/sis, grandparents, aunts, uncles, cousins.....etc
3. type b: friends love...let's say you just love your friend like he/she is family, but they aren't really your family though, so you'll just have to make that love a friend like love...
4. type c: teacher's love...aka you're your teacher's favourite student and that teacher is also your favourite teacher, so the teacher loves you a lot and you'll also love your teacher alot...
5. type d: 'love at first sight' kinda love...almost everyone has heard before what the hell is 'love at first sight'...so that kinda save's me the explaining, that 'love' isn't really 'real love', in my opinion, that's only liking...unless you're telling me its a crush....well, I can't argue with that...
6. type e: romance love...this one kinda gross me out...I'm a bit too young for that I might as well go with type d, but I'm typing it anyway...I don't really know 'bout this, haven't really been through this, so I'll explain it......in another ten years time maybe...

well, that's it...I'm sure that tour thinking this is absolutely nothing like a 'guide to love'...well, of course its not! What do you think I am!?? It just matches my theme that's all...so don't be expecting real guidiance...

dreamer's guide to life....

DREAMER'S GUIDE TO LIFE:

1. REMEMBER your name: vanessa
2. REMEMBER your birthday: 8 march
3. REMEMBER what school you're in: SMK Convent Jalan Peel

*4. REMEMBER how is 'life' going to be if you don't remember these things:
totally no idea....probably die...?